Second time

I want to sleep this nite but something comes in my mind n cant sleep. I think its only a thinking. When i was in my country i wasn't thinking so but here what is happening to me. When i want to remove it from my mind i can't do it what's d matter wit me. I think its the reaction of not being alone in my country.
I really miss my country, my dad, mom, bro n all my relatives so much. I want to be with frens like there n with my family. これはとても寂しいですね。